gonna write myself into a hole. it's gonna be a complete hole. a whole hole. a full hole! although, a "full hole" is a little paradoxical. full of what, exactly? of hole? maybe it's a fully formed, wholly not-full hole. and fuck it, let's make it holy too, just for good measure. this thing is just begging for a visit from some semantical demons. so yeah, i definitely need some holy hole defence although, i think i'm wholly deserving of whatever's coming, at this point